animated world

hmmm..just wanna share a something la. im kind of think that it's funny la. last week, we had a good time gak la coz we went to release our tension by karoking (as usual..ehe), ak, eik, fiza n kamal gerak satu kete. terus lepak kedai belakang ameeth. kedai mak su, not bad makanan situ, murah n banyak. kat situ ade satu meja lagi bdak utp. geng2 zarith a.k.a awek adol. ade la 4 orang bbdak sarawak. so abes je kitorang makan, fiza terus sound diorang ajak join karok. ajak punya ajak, diorang pn respon baik n then kitorang pun terus karok..

karok takde la lame mane, smpai pukul 2 je. after karok kitorang lepak ameeth and the funny part begin.ehe.. ak saje mencelah pasal kisah antu yg ade kat utp ni. dari ape cite2 ak dgr dari fellow2 and staff utp la. cite punye cite, diorang pun layan..ak pun ape lagi, bukak la sume cite yang ak tau. nak jadikan cite, sume jadi cuak n takut gile nak balik utp time tu...wana (mmber zarith) terus mencelah, "wey, pkul 3-4am waktu efektif wey..kene lepak smpai pukul 5 baru tak kene kaco".. ak gelak dalam hati je..Ikut aja la pe'el diorang..so kisahnye, disebabkan takut punye pasal, kitorang stay ameeth smpai kul 5 pagi! aha.. tak penah2 ak setia ngn ameeth smpai mcm tu lame..adeh.. =P

then a week after that, i just got news about my conference thingy la. my sv told me that the schedule has been published in the website. so ak pun ape lagi, cek terus la. tup tup tup!, jadual tu in pdf, so ade la dlm 20+ pages kut..scroll down punye scroll...cantek~ je name ak 1st! adoui!!! just imagine this is my 1st ever international conference and im going to present my paper 1st~! waaa!! dem scary at first..tp pk2 balik, cepat present, cepat abes..ehe~~ =)

and that weeken plak, matshin ajak ak p broga. ak pun semangat la sbb tak pernah p broga tu. yang ak tau tempat tu macam sebuah bukit yang puncak die rumput je. very nice view la from top. ramai mmber2 p sane amek gambar letak kt fb. n ak tgok mmg nice. so ape lagi, nak gak try rase kan.

ak smpai kl jumaat dlm kul 2 lbey..kul 330 ak cau p umah matshin. then gerak skali ngn kete acap p amek am and nik. so lepak amek2 sume, gerak la ke bukit broga tu berpandukan gps hp ku yang kekadang ok kekadang lost signal.celcom r ni! aha..pendek cite, kitorang smpai dlm kul 6..sejam lbey gak la gerak dr ampang tu. ape lagi, semangat la sekor2 bile dah smpai. btw, ak br tau yang diorang nak overnight kat puncak broga tu ari tu. ak pun ingat broga ni rendah la ngn parking kete.so pakai je la jeans time tu.

lepas park kete, ak pun mengofferkan la angkat coleman yang gedabak besar tu. dalam tu ade la ayam2 utk bbq n segala perkakas masakan la. berat beb~~.. sbb ak igt dekat je. so kitorang start la mendaki..baru sekejap daki, tgok signboard puncak brogak tu 1.7KM beb~!! pergh! wa cakap sama lu..ketaq lutut dgr. so dalam kepala ak, ak angkat mende berat, so kene smpai awal.kang tak smpai langsung kang mende tu. start la daki~

dekat sejam lebey gak mendaki dengan berpakaian seluar jeans, beg postgrade utp n sekotak besar coleman! gile sakit la pinggang ak ni. tp nak wat mcm mane..slumber sudey~.. ak nik acap smpai awal la kat 1st peak. die ade 4 peak. so 1st peak tu mmg gile kental la. tegak je jalan die..smpai kat p1 tu, lepak2 la sat enjoy view. time tu ramai gak la org.but diorang dah start nak trun la.dlm 30min lepas tu baru matshin n am smpai..lepak2 sat then trus gerak p p4 utk cari campsite yg sesuai la. kat atas tu seyes angin kuat gile. so kene cari tmpat lindungan angin..oho..

so mlm tu kitorang bbq..ngn spot yg menarik.smbil bbq smbil tgok view dari atas bukit time malam..marvelous wa cakap lu~ uhu..menarik la tak dapat nak gambarkn ngn kate2.eceh~so utk tau, kene p sendiri..best la.so lpas bbq kitorang main1 kad sket, then tdo around 12+ mcm tu..sume semangat nak tgok sunrise so sekor2 set alarm kul 530.. ak pun tdo...ttbe bunyi bising2~ bunyi org excited dapat pnjat bukit.. ak cek jam kul 5.05am! dem ape...ade sekumpulan bbdak skolah bangse cine la. menjerit2 "bandung satu~!!! teh tarik satu~!!!" mcm2 lagi la die order time kat atas tu. dalam hati ak "gile excited mamat2 ni..kamon la..ak nak tdo la woi! bru kul 5 kut~!!" oho..

so bile sume dah hingar bingar, ak pun takleh tdo dah.trus kuar khemah, duk atas batu usha view.bbdak ni pun takleh tdo except am n nik la. tggu punye tggu bile matahari nak naik, kul 8 gak br nmpak sbb kitorang duduk bawak sket dr p4 tu.. takpelah, smbil2 tu kitorang bergambar sakan gak la. ak tak abes2 nak cari spot batu yg best2. melompat2 la jawab nye cari spot menarik..ehe.. lame2, org start ramai..n believe me~ seyes ramai gile..dari tmpat kitorang tu, tgok p1 crowded gile.mcm tin sadin di atas puncak broga. pergh..punya la semangat diorang ni..

lpas bergamba sume, start packing utk blk.ak bwak coleman tu lg,but kali ni ringan sket la..so ak trus shoot trun ngan nik..diorang yg lain nak bergamba2 sket. ak dah tak pk ape dah, pk kete je time tu..ye r, ngn angkat mende alah gedabak besar tu trun bukit, its not an easy task maa..time trun tu ak jalan belakan awek cun r..pergh wangi gilos! aha tp ak wat dek je..die sibuk beborak ngn kakak die. at last, ak smpai gak kt kete..so pendekkan cite lagi, settle trip kitorang kt broga tu.

ak balik trus singgah umah matshin sbb ak nak balik tak leh masuk jalan umah ak tu ade org kawen. so ak pn mandi umah matshin siap2 then kitorang lepak wangsa walk plak. ak roger acong, die pn nak lepak. smbil makan kt ayam penyet, acong n teloq smpai. ape lagi, bergosip la mcm2..aha..tak lama lpas tu madnor plak smpai.. kitorang ade plan lepak ari tu tgok prince of persia.lpas lpak2 makan , trus gerak p beli tiket.kire2 sape yg nak join, sum up jadi 11 org..pergh mantap! aha

petang tu ade la dlm 8 org..so smbil2 tggu tu, sorang queue karok , sorang queue bowling mane yg cepat la.ak n acong trus p bowling tulis name. then tggu pnye tggu, bowling come 1st. so berbowling la kitorang..
agak menarik tp ak nye score tak menarik lgsung bg ak! argh!. lpas bowling, br la ak balik umah..time tu dah pkul 6ptg..gile r..ak tak balik2 umah lagi ni..balik umah, makan, igt nak tdo tapi dah magrib..org tua2 cakp tak elok tdo time magrib..so ak pn tegak kn je la mate ak ni..tggu magrib, settle solat sume, layan glee sepam..aha..

kul 915 ak gerak trus umah matshin nak p jumpe 11 org bbdak tu kt wangsa walk, tiket wayang kul 1045. sape ek yang ade time tu..ak, acong, matshin, am, acap cvl, majin, sisha, paknol, khai, madnor, kema, hidayat..ha 12! abes tgok wayang, trus lepak ali bistro kt setiawangsa. pergh..sume bergosip lg la.aha..sembang punya sembang dah kul 3 lbey..then ade usul nak snooker n dota. kitorang berpecah la.then jumpe balik kul 4 lbey..

konklusinye..i had a tiring week..seyes smpai skang pn tak hilang lg penat..adoi...dah la ari ni setengah hari ak jage fyp presentation utk bbdak final sem chemi..waaa...ngn nak kejar deadline paper symposium lagi~ ngn preparation utk slide conference lagi..lagi..n lagi keje2 ku~~~

argh~! nak makan coklat n tdo!

the saying "hidup bagaikan roda, ada mase kite diatas dan ada mase kite dibawah" always been used to cheer some1 up.i think its true. its a metaphor for life. the word "diatas" is meant for the happiness that we treasure and "dibawah" is for the hardship that we suffer.

to think about it, if life as a roda, it must be a direction that caused us to be diatas and dibawah. this direction is the path that we are destined for. the journey along that destiny must be surrounded with many environments. these environments are the spices that decorate our life regardless we kat atas or bawah.

so no matter what we faced everyday, it's part of the journey that we r going to. at the end, we'll find the thing that we are looking for. maybe for now it's still vague, but when the right time comes, believe me, u are the happiest living creature on earth. but for the time being, embrace everything with open heart. we never know what's ahead. but for sure, its fate. redha dengan ketentuan tuhan. setiap bala die turunkan dekat kite adalah dugaan untuk uji sejauh mane tahap kesetiaan kite kat Dia.

Dia turunkan kite hujan ribut sebab ade matahari dan pelangi yang Dia nak tunjukkan kat kite. kekadang memang sakit dugaan tu. rase nak mengalah dan macam2 lagi datang. time tu la ade bisikan kt hati kite ni nak wat macam2. sume hasutan tu kalo kite ikut mmg bawa bencana kt diri. for me, to unravel the things that make my head stuck is to go back to our creator. the closer we are to Him, the more soothing we are.im not saying to come to Him when we got problem only. my point is, always be close to Him.

its never too late for anything that can brings u closer to Him. it's all depend on your will and strength to pull it together and become a better u. don't think to hard on the problem u are facing. take it as a challenge and always look it as solution. it sound easy but i know it's very difficult. but hey, blom cube blom tau. just believe in urself.

i am posting this as a reminder to myself on managing the problems. i found it very pleasing when we close to Him. every problem we face must be a solution for it. insyaAllah.. =)

enjoy life to da max!

i have to admit that my life now in the midst dilemma. sometimes it felt like very hmm..how to say this, sort of excruciating. i tot i get over myself already about something, but it kept trying to digging back the old wound. it was left with a deep cut inside not once, but a few times. when i stitch it, it keep me alive for a while. but somehow, it bleed again and i started to barely able to breath.

i feel like i am pretending to be a better person for the sake of my past. the more i push it, the further it goes. life is about happiness. we are bound to it. that's why when it is aside us, we feel lonely. maybe this kind of happiness are not meant for me. maybe i looked at the wrong side of it and not at the right place where i should to.

the air surrounded me sometimes drowned me a little when the old memories that brought back the past came through. it is not what i am looking for. but all of these happen so fast in the blink of eyes. even how strong i stand before it, eventually it will find my weakest spot. slowly the wound bleed again. again... and again until i realize how pale i am.

i keep on challenge myself how far can i go? how long will it takes for me for full recovery?it's like a cancer. u tot u get rid of it already, suddenly it reappear again. though as a small portion, but it grows. many approach that i have taken to cure this illness. everything has a side effect. the more u take, the more u get. at one point u realize that no more u can do.its excruciating!

i hope that something that make me bleed again will become harmless to anyone in the future.

after all, it's quite a relieved to take out what is engraved in me. the best thing to do in life is to find all the happiness that u can get. cheer up zam! =)

p/s: lamenye tak post kt blog~ aih..msc thingy...

seyesly ak tak puas ati gile ngn sorang pak guard utp ni.mcm ni..ak kuar ipoh ngn mmber ak yg duduk dalam utp. kitorang gerak dgn kete bob which is my osmate la.kitorang duduk luar. so p amek 2 org mmber kat dalam utp bapak n ipe.ak terlupe bawak matrik kad sbb tertinggal dalam kete ak.mmg ak letak kt dalam kete je slalu. so pendekkan cite, malam tu lpas tgok muvi kt ipoh, time nak masuk kt utp, ade sorang pak guard kurus kering, kire baru gak la, die cek2 kat matrik kitorang.ak gune helah lame la.main switch2 kad ngn org lain.ntah macam mane, terkantoi plak yg ak tak bawak.ok fine.ak admit yg ak tak bawak kt die then die suruh trun.ok ak leh terima lagi.

then ak pn ngn slumber jalan la naik kt pndok pa guard tu nak ke sebelah sane utk tggu bob amek ak balik dr anta mmber masuk utp.time kat atas pondok tu ade pak guard yg 2 calit kat bahu.senior la. ak just justify la problem ak. ak admit yg ak duduk taman maju n nak anta mmber masuk utp ni tp ttgal plak kad matrik bla bla bla. pak guard yg tu senyap je.dlm hati ak kire mcm tergelak gak la sbb tak pernah2 ak kantoi, terkantoi plak mlm tu.so ak pn jalan tggu kt tangge sebelah sane. tgh mcm tersengeh sorang2, then pak guard yg kantoikn ak tu ttbe naik kat pondok atas tu marah2 kire mcm mengadu la kt pak guard yg ade kt situ."Nak main tukar-tukar kad plak.nak tipu ak. PUKIMAK BTOL!!!" pergh...ak ade kt bawah tu kut. nak lpas mulut pun agak2 la dol.ak tak kisah kalo ak tak dgr, masalahnye darah ak terus baik nye mengelegak dgr ayat last ko tu.even tho indirect die ckp tu kt ak, but still.. i got the message!

seyes tak senang ak diri sambil tnggu bob tu. ak admit, ak panas baran. ak terus stare baik punya kat mamat tu.dgn jantung ak degup pantas time tu.dup dap dup dap.tangan ak plak rase ringan je sgt.kalo rase nak balun tu, leh kut sbb keding je mamat tu.ade skali time ak stare tu, mamat tu naik kt pondok tu tak brani nak tgok ak balik.nmpak sgt ko cuak dol!ak tau ko rase salah skang ni.n kire syukur la ak tak wat ape2.nasib baik sabar ak tu lebih sket je dari amarah ak tu.

kalo ikut amarah ak tu, ak rase besar kes ni leh jadi.so ak pk, let go dlu utk malam tu.but still time ak tulis post ni, jantung ak still kencang r.kalo ikutkn hati, nak je ak p skang start kete then settle ngn mamat tu.tp kete ak di block oleh kete sob.so taknak susahkn die.takpe la.sok ak nak settlekn care lembut dlu.if die main kasar lagi..silap besar la wey..

yg tak puas ati,
aku!

hmmm whats to blabber ek..
topik hangat skang ni...KAWEN!

sorang demi sorang mmber ak bg jemputan kenduri kawen diorang.mintak2 alamat la..post kt fb la..macam2 lagi la.ramai gak mmber2 sebaya ak yang dah kawen. dah ade anak pn ade.bile terjumpe diorang, soalan lazim, "ko bile plak zam?". ak spontan je,"lambat lagi...".

bagi ak, kawen tu its not something yg ko kene kejar.no need to terburu-buru.theres a saying,"kalo dah jodoh tu, tak kemana".so just follow the flow.everything is destined but u still need to work for it la. its not something yg akan datang bergolek kt ko without doing anything.but the thing that make me mcm kurang setuju is the matter of timing. we are still young la guys. enjoy all these moments while u still can. we r wat? 23 kut~ still far from 30.but doesnt mean i urge u guys to kawen at that age.just wanna xplain wat im trying to say here.

"kawen awal leh elak maksiat","because he's the one ive been waiting for", bla bla bla...all of these are so cliche. im not saying that its not true, it is true if we look at the islamic views pasal maksiat2 tu. but i think it's applied to those yg kaki maksiat la.nampak sgt..wat if to those yg baik2, but still not eligible for it? and if they kawen, n this will lead to bigger problem caused by the lack of preparation due to the so-called "terpaksa". my main concern is actually the preparation of ur own economic stability.fikir diri dulu before make the decision.its ur future. jangan tergatal-gatal ikut orang. if rase diri tu dah btol2 stabil n boleh survive in current world, why not.kalo mcm tu mmg ak galakkn la kawen. cube la pk panjang sket. jauhkn sket je. ko gaji ckup2 makan, then bile ko kawen plak, dah nak support bini..ttbe terberanak plak..dgn keadaan ko time tu, mampu ke?i just saying like this because ak ni sorang yg particular bab2 ni.ak mmg pentingkn kawen tu sbb bg ak thats the biggest thing that ever happen in ur life.if i may, once in a lifetime la. so bg ak, if ak nak kawen, ak make sure atleast ak leh support anak bini ak for 10years ahead. prepare urself with everything that u'll need. thats y ak prefer kawen lmbat sket. tapi if jodoh ak awal, ak terima seadanya la.redha je.=)

pernah gak ak dgr kawen awal sbb alasan ni, "takut diri tak laku"..adeh..cant u just have faith once in urself? tuhan ciptakn makhluknya berpasang-pasangan.no worries.tuhan knows better.just keep on believing in Him.insyaAllah..=)

ok la.mcm biasa..ngantuk dah datang..so konklusinya pak..if soal kawen, jgn la terburu-buru or terikut-ikut dgn org lain. always think of urself 1st b4 make the desicion related to bab2 kawen ni.if rase mampu, then go for it. if not, why not bersabar a bit, keep on improving on the preparation so that senang sket ur family in future. kawen tu tiang agama. its like mendirikan masjid. tiang tu kene kuat for lasting architecture. so prepare urself inner n outer. if anything that is built based on lust, it wont last.
renung2kn la..=)

ckup saje bebelan ku malam ini sekadar menunggu ngantuk tiba..
ittidodulukimas!
=)

aih..ape la nasib ak ni...nak kate lurus tu, takde la lurus sangat..tp asek terkene je...
jmaat lepas, berlaku lagi satu peristiwa yg akan ak ingat sampai bile2..huhu..
weeken tu, ak balik kl sbb ade makan2 ngn family. satu keluarga ak dalam 14 org jugak la, tapi alang sekeluarga takde, balik johor. kitorang makan di satay station. seyes korang kene try la makan kat sini. bukan saja satay die sedap, the place also quite pleasing la. kalo bernasib baik, dapat la duduk dalam dgn air cond. kalo tak, bleh je duduk kat meja luar bawah2 pokok and pondok. kedai tu ade 2 je menu, satay n mee rebus. seyesly, marvelous! mantap! layan gile r makan situ.satay sebatang 80 sen, bebaloi la dengan isi die yg tebal n once masuk mulut je terasa la die nye resipi yg sedap.so sambil makan sambil berborak la mcm biase bile sekeluarga berkumpul.makan2 sampai kul 1030pm. actually ak memang dah plan nak kuar ngn eik mlm tu.nak sambut bday che pah.

alkisah nye...petang tu ak, eik and aina dah discuss la kt maple awal maju di gombak. agak seyes gak topik perbualan. topik untuk prank che pah. start kul 4 pm sampai 7 lbey tu..gile seyes. macam2 usul and idea la terkuar time tu. last2, we decided to go on with me idea la which is to hijack kete diorang n bawak p mane2 kawasan ulu hutan and abandon them. >;P

settle je ak makan2 ngn family ak, ak stret gerak p lookout point where we supposed to meet la. ak sampai ngam2 ngn diorang. park kete dan terus ke restoran atas tu. pergh..wacakapsamalu, penat n mengah gile kut ak sampai atas tu.mcam org tua dah ak rase. padahal secoet je bukit tu. adoi~.. dengan mengah2, kontrol2 la sket kan, jumpe eik aina n chepah kat depan restoran. diorang mcm terkejut gak la ak smpai awal. so masuk satu restoran ni, terus p jumpe meni n da geng yg dah book meja situ la. ade meni, pika,naja,tareq. so mcm biase order la menu... settle order eik bagi2 signal kt ak.main2 muke suruh ak teman die utk discuss prank che pah tu la. terus bg alasan kt diorang yg ak n eik nak cari rokok, then kitorang p lepak satu restoran kt hujung tu.."mcm mane plan kite ni eik? ko parking mane? ak parking tmpat bayar tu..diorang plak parking mane?" eik dah tersengih2 dah..ak dapat bau mcm plan ni tak jadi je.. die pn jawab,"ak park kt tepi jalan tu..diorang ak tak tu park mane". ak pn pelik la kn..mcm mane nak carry on ngn plan ni if sume jauh2..

the plan was, they supposed to follow my car la lpas ak hijack kete che pah tu. so that bile ak drop che pah kt tepi hutan gelap mane2, ak terus p kat diorang, tggalkn che pah sorang2.. agak2 die menangis, kitorang datang la bawak kek n surprse die ngn tepung or watsoever la.tapi, mcm mane ak nak hijack if kete diorang jauh2 n diorang tak tau ak nak kemane...adeh..mmg seyes ak dah berat hati..mmg ak rase tak jadi dah if nak trus kn ngn plan ni.

so kitorang pn p lepak balik kt meja makan..borak2, gelak2, begambar...sedar2 dah kul 1...eik skali lg kasi2 signal mate kt ak. ye la nak suruh ak wat2 mcm ak ade emergency leave la konon..so that ak leh prepare kt bawah tu. ak siap bawak jacket tebal nak mampus kut. nak bg nmpak mcm org besar la konon~. tp dalam kepala ak time tu confused! ak bermonolog dalaman,"gile ape, mcm mane ak nak prepare hijack kalo ak tak tau kete diorang kat mane? mengong sungguh!" diorang pn dah start kuar kedai. time kt depan kedai tu plak, ak tarik eik p kat hujung sket then, "oi! ape kes ni beb..plan mcm tak jadi je.. ko jgn, kalo tak jadi plan ni, ak yg malu besar kut!" eik gelak besar..ak tambah,"ak rase wat plan B la. kite wat simple sudey. kite bawak die p ttwangse, makan2 kek, then last2 wat la baling tepung ke" eik mcm still blur tak tau nak proceed ke tak ngn plan tu. ttbe aina terus datang, "dah2, cepat r zam p bawak ready2!!" eik trus sampuk,"cepat2!!!".. ngn rase nak taknak tu, ikutkn aje la..terus la berlari turun bawah p kat kete.seyes time tu kabut gile. sekor2 menggelabah. ak turut serta la skali.ces..

sampai kat kete ak, eik jerit kt ak, "tunduk2! diorang datang!" actually time tu, che pah n the rest otw turun bawah ke parking kete tu dgn kete tareq. so ak kene menten undercover la.eceh..ak sauk jaket gedabak besar ak tu, then tanye eik mane kete aina. sbb che pah naik kete aina. trus mcm askar, lari2 tunduk pagar parking kete trus menyelinap masuk p kawasan gelap area kete aina, taknak kantoi punye pasal.time tu aina dah kt kete, trus "sini2 zam! menyorok cepat!!" ak pn berlari la p selang 2 kete blakang kete aina. siap pakai jaket besar tu n pakai topi siap tu~~ budget tak kantoi la kn..smbil ak nyorok tu, ak intai2 la tgok che pah dah dlm kete tu ke tak. ak jerit kt aina time che pah tak smpai lg "aina,start engine kete tu siap2" then 1minit lpas tu che pah smpai, n masuk kete tu dduk kat belakang. ak nmpak aina trus gerak p kete tareq. ak trus call,"wey, ko p mane? nape tak masuk skali kete ko? masuk r~! takkan ak ngn che pah je!", aina pn jawab, "takpe2, ko p je~!" time tgh kabut tu, ak pn trus la lari2 anak, smpai kt kete aina, bukak pintu kete, pandang depan, trus tekan paddle minyak, vroom! mcm org gile ak bawak. ak mmg suke layan2 cornering ni..tmbah2 kawasan bukit plak tu. trus la p pecut...tp...kemane pn ak tak tau. ak pn runsing actually..mane la ak nak drop minah ni ek..dah la tak familiar lgsung tmpat tu.area bukit belacan~ adeh.

time ak tgh bawak mcm org gile trun bukit tu, dgr la che pah call aina, "wey, azam ek yg bawak kete ni?hahaha..ape la korang nak wat ni..dah la tu" lbey kurang mcm tu la.tp ape2 pn, perbualan diorang tu berbau yg plan ni dah kantoi la. aina p admit pehal~! adeh (-_-!) ak ngn komited nye, lantak p r..ak bawak je kete tu.trus ngn plan ak la.ade gak skali che pah tarik lengan ak ,"sape ni? azam eh?" tapi ak sentap balik, wat donno je.sepangjang jalan ak senyap je.ngn care bawak terbongkok kedepan, taknak bg kantoi la katekan. dlm 15min gak ak bawak minah tu lari.bukan niat ak nak bawak die jauh2..tp bile ak jumpe kawasan gelap je, ak smpai, tgok dpan ade lampu..smpai lg..tgok depan ade lmpu...argh! tension ak..dah jauh gak ak bawak die lari ni.die kat blakang mcm senyap je. ade gak terlintas dlm kepala ak,"senyap je die ni, dah terjun ke?" uhu..tp dlm mase yg same, ak tgok cermin blakang ade kete rapat ikut ak..so bertambah konfiden la yg eik ikut ak kt balakang.so ak skang ni just nak cari tmpat yg btol2 scary je.then settle. selekoh demi selekoh, tak jumpe gak..argh! tension ak, trus ak masuk simpang kg mane ntah..smpit gak r sbb satu lorong je.. jalan depan sket trus ak jumpe satu kawasan ni gelap gile.. ak jumpe satu pokok besar ni, then ak trus park kete kat bawah pkok tu, ak tarik kunci kete, bukak pntu, then ak lari trus cau tggalkn die sorang2 dalam kete tu.time ak lari tu dgr la die menjerit ketakutan..dlm hati ak ade suke ade cuak gak actually. trus ak menyorok kt blakang semak, ak call eik."wey, ko kat mane?" eik jawab," ak kt lookout point la, aina ckp ko patah balik sbb dah kantoi" dalam hati ak "DEYM!!!!" ak trus jawab kat eik, " ak igt ko folo blakang ak dol..adeh..takpe r..ak admit je r kt die" adeh...(-_-!) ak dah agak dah mende ni akan jadi nye..time ak nak ke kete, che pah dah kuar berlari..ak trus p kt die..menjerit jgak la ak sbb tension diorang tak folo ak.adoi~~ ape lg, start kete terus la p lookout point blk~~adeh

sepanjang jalan otw blk ke lookout point tu, ak menyumpah2 la dlm kete.che pah gelak2 kn ak..dem~ die pn ckp la actually die mmg dah xpect dah prank sbb aina KANTOIKN KEK.. adeh..ape la mengongnye~~..rupe2nye time die start engine kete die tu, die pegang kotak kek n time tu mmg ade che pah! duh~!arh....kenapa la ak berada di tmpat itu~~~ huhu..takpe la, ape2 pn, che pah cuak gak la ngn prank tak jadi ak tu..even tho dah dikantoikn awal2, but still ak komited ngn watak ak! ahaha :p tapi tmpat ak drop che pah tu seyes mmg scary. ak pn cuak kut n serba salah ak tggalkan che pah kt situ,tu ak p blk tu..tak smpai hati ak nak tggalkn kt situ..huhu..bayangkan la..kawasan tu mcm satu spot yg btol2 gelap. n tmpak ak drop die btol2 kat bawah sebatang pokok yg besar tp rendang la..uuuu~~ scary maa~~ uhu

lpas tu kitorang lpak kt ttwangsa.mkan2 kek.pesta tepung n bergamba...pendek kate, malam tu ak rase mcm ak plak bday boy sbb ak rase mcm ak yg di prank lg.. adeh~ (-_-!)
ape2 pn..it was fun actually..got to xperienced somthing like that. my 1st time gak kut wat keje mcm tu. takpe2, perfect practice make perfect. akan ku asah lg skill n idea prank or gile ku lg lpas ni..so watch out la u guys out there..eheh >;P

smpai disitu aja utk kali ni..
peace (00v)
salam~

hmmm...lame gile last ak update blog ni..
tak tau nak cite yg mane satu sbb lately ak rase hidup ak ni surrounded with many interesting stories, drama, event and etc. alhamdulillah.. =)

kisah "drama" yg ak rase getting more interesting day by day when the storyline got twisted a bit.but overall, i think its near to its end la. can sense the not so epy ending drama but for the sake of all the characters involved, i think better that way.. ehe :p

lpas kes ak kene prank tepung tu..diyana a.k.a diy plak cari pasal ngn ak. saje je ak mencelah mntak die belanja kfc, die trus ok. padahal ak memain je..tp alang2 org dah offer..bak kate org, rezki tak elok ditolak ye tak~..ehe..
nak dijadikan cite, pg lpas ak kene prank mandi telur ngn tepung tu, diy blanje ak kfc. ak bgun tdo time tu baik punya, 11 lbey kut..ye la..penat jadi kutu embun kt tepi tasik utp sambil memekak dgn kugiran bidan terjun la katekan..subuh? ehem2..ye2..ak admit, subuh gajah~! :p so dlm kul 12 lbey siap2, ak trus la jumpe diy kt kfc taman maju yg serba maju tu...park kete, kuar duit kt bank sebelah tu, jalan stret p kfc, jumpe meja diy ngn tom and 2 org lagi minah mmber diorang. ak masuk time tu mmg tekak kering r beb. duduk ngn tenang, terus amek cawan tersergam indah kt depan ak.agak pelik actually sbb ak perasan dlm cawan tu air die mcm kaler oren..tak silap ak, ak dah pesan kt diy ak nak pepsi..haus nye pasal, ak tak peduli, SLURPP!~ GULP!!! terkaku sebentar..dlm kepala ak.."apsal air oren ni rase sos? pekat lak tu~!" trus diy n tom tekehkeh kekeh kt sebelah..DEYM! ak kene lg!! adoi laaa...rupenye diorang dah siap letak 3 jenis sos kt dalam cawan tu..then campur air oren sket..pergh..kaso2~!! mmber nye pasal...nasib baik wa chill..aha.
malam tu plak kitorang ade bbq kt teluk batik..ade la dlm 12 org kut.. lelaki 4 ketol je.bbq tu actually utk diy nye bday celbration..kat situ pn ade la drama antara si A ngn si D yg taknak bertegur sape..sape diorang tu? biarlah rahsia...ahaks! kesimpulan bbq ni.. diy merasa jgak la air laut teluk batik tu..even tho sempat singgah kat lidah die je, tp kire ok la.terbalas la 1% dr ape die wat kt ak tu.uhu..settle sume, then gerak kt ameeth..lepak2..then ade usul nak karok..shera usagi plak gian nak karok, ak sbgai tuan rumah, n diorang tetamu, ikutkn aja la~~ (eceh, padahal mmg nak pun karok)...smpai tmpat karok, mcm biasa, beradu tenaga la. masing2 ngn gaye n confident sndiri,sedap tak sedap, balun aja~! ade sorang minah ni, konfiden tggi gile, tp wa layankn aja..aha :p hanna pn karok tu..dlm muke weng2 tdo die tu ( ye la sbb dah time tdo die, die sorang yg amat punctual bab tdo) karok jgak last2...oho..keep it up! ehe.. pendekkn cite lagi, abes je karok, ak pn gerak la kt kete. time tu ade 3 kete..kete shera, pali n shidot. diy tanye ak ade toto ke tak, die nak pnjam sbb bilik die ade 6 org yg nak tdo mlm tu.so takde mende nak lapik kt lantai.tgh ak berdiskusi ngn diy, KETEPEK!! lek je anne baling tepung kt muke ak.. adeh..(-_-!) ape lg, perang tepung bermula la..so berkejar kejaran la mcm anak2 kecil di taman permainan.si dia keje si dia. mcm2 ragam..ade yg terjatuh anak tudung la, ade yg lari mcm pelesit la, ade yg  masuk kete kunci awal2 tu tak nak kene baling nye pasal..mcm2 la..kesimpulannye..PENAT! ak peluh mcm berlari satu padang dah..adeh..ngn tepung bertempek kat muke lg..hmmm..ape la nasib~ takpe, yg ak tau, ramai gak mangse penangan tepung dari tangan ak mlm tu.. 3 4 org gak la mangsa ak..ahaha! puas2!! so begitu la kisah ak dengan tepung...adeh.!

ape lg ek?~ hmmm...
haa! kisah ak si pembunuh anjing tu totally busted! ehehe..
ak dapat tau tuan anjing tu bawak balik anjing tu petang td.
tp dalam keadaan yg agak simpati la ak dgr.anjing tu berbalut leher die mcm lpas kene xciden..huhu..
ak rase mcm anjing tu baru sedar dari koma kut..lame gile..mcm nak 2 mggu kut..anjing2...pnjang lg umur mu..bgus la begitu..setidaknye ak pasti yang ak tak membunuh mu wahai anjing kecikhitamkerektaksedardirimemekakjekejeko24jam!!!
bab kucing tu plak, takde plak ak dgr pe2..so consider ak TERbunuh die la mlm tu..xciden~~ tak sengaja~~ uhu

ok la..ngantuk sudah~ penat drive td..
so ittidodulukimas!
nite2!!
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tanggal 23 april 2010...
peristiwa yang akan ak ingat smpai bile2! arghhh~~!!! hmmm..
malam tu ade euphonius utp yg ke 5.ak semangat la nak p sbb nak tgok satu band ni je, band pdus, salmah n the swingers.

kisah nye bermula mcm ni..
lpas magrib, ak terus contact eik tanye kul bape nak p eupho tu. die ckp dalam kul 8 lebey.ak pn terus la siap2, lpas solat magrib terus shoot p bilik eik. dah masuk utp, kelihatan banyak kete dah start p ke chancellor hall. dlm hati ak, "ade lagi ke tak parking ni....". smpai bilik eik, die kt toilet lg. ade plak gitar kapok atas katil die, ape lagi, layan plucking lagu2 time ak form 4..another you,please dan beberapa lg lagu yg leh layan la. eik settle mandi, siap2, amek gitar, then kitorang gerak. ak pelik, awat eik amek gitar plak nak p eupho, "apahal ko bawak gitar ni plak eik?", lek je die jawab, "pdus nak pnjam". dlm hati ak agak pelik sbb pdus perform mlm tu takkan la takde gitar. tp nak sedapkn hati, ak pn pk la mayb pdus nak wat akustik nye performance ke..so ak pn let go la that tot. trun blok eik trus gerak p kete ak, kamal pn gerak skali ngn bag dslr die tu.

as expected, parking penuh, ak slumber wat parking haram area parking staff. parking bayek punya~! so trus cepat2 jalan ke CH. eik ckp bella suruh naik kat tangga 7 atas skali. smpai kt bella, ade plak problem, lampu hall gedabak besar blok view kalo kitorang duduk situ. so nak taknak, cari seat baru n jumpe seat kat hujung isle. tak kisah la, janji dapat duduk n dapat tgok..trus park baik kat blakang ade sebaris awek2 mude..then start enjoying the show. ak dah mmg niat nak tgok salmah n the swingers je. ade band lain yg not bad n ade yg hancus. MC plak boring gile.syok sendiri.itms plak mengong, ade ke time judge nak bg komen, suluh lampu dari blakang judge.mane nak nampak muke diorang! adeh (-_-!) time salmah n swngers perform, ak terkaku kut. sedap gile.harmony n smooth. vokalis plak mantap. si vokalis prmpuan ngn gaya manje2 n suara yg lunak. si vokalis laki plak, gaya suara jantan habes.sedap gile nyanyi.byk kali gak ak puji2. puas ati la pendek cite tgok diorang perform. worth of somthing la spent rm5 mlm tu. settle sume band peform, then 6ixth sense plak perform.ok la..not bad la diorang..takde boring sgt, takde best sgt..so-so.. mayb sbb ak just expect from band salmah je kut.so yg lain tak amek peduli sgt.prize giving ceremony, dah kompem2 la salmah menang...so settle bab eupho mlm tu..

kitorang pn trun , kuar CH, nampak plak noly ngah mcm tggu org kt tgh2 tu. panggil2 die, then die ikut kitorang.bella p kat die, n diorang ade bisik2 smthing, n perasan la noly hampir menitis kn air mate..dlm hati ak" aihh...sedih lg la tu..." tp nak wat mcm mane, ak pn mcm nak tegur pn jadi segan sbb ak perasan noly mmg mcm avoid ak for the past few days.ak pn pk postve je la, ye la die ignore ak sbb die bz ngn fydp yg gile tu. so ak pn let it go.then bella n noly dtg, trus noly "bergambar jom!"...kesian kamal..tak pasal2 jadi photog ktorang.ehe..trus la bergambar...tgh posing2, rashdan plak call.."azam, ko wat pe tu? ak nak mintak tolong sket ni. fiza tu, die kuar ngn sha kut p tasik tu.sha ckp fiza mcm kene gigit binatang or kene patuk ular mcm tu la.die nak call ko , die takde credit..tolong tgokkn die zam..tolong ek?" ak pn pk, hmm mayb btol kut ape rashdan ckp tu.ape yg ak kenal fiza tu, kepala die gile2 sket.kalo die nak wat mende tu, die wat je..tak pk sgt ape org nak ckp..so lpas tgkap gambar tu ak pn trus la p ke kete. otw ke kete tu, rashdan call skali lagi nak ingatkan ak..so ak pn start la bergegas laju2 sket ke kete..

masuk kete, start enjin, tak pk ape, vroom...bawak mcm org gile sket trus ke tasik...dah nak smpai pondok pak guard, then ak dapat call..suara mcm cine..speaking " hello! is this azam? your fren here is like dying..come faster.we all waiting for u!!" ckap laju gile..ak pn trus respond.."ok2!!! 1 minutes!", ak tekan abes paddle minyak ak tu..smpai je kawasan tasik tu, dari jauh ak dah nmapk mcm a group of people kt bawah lampu hujung sane. ak smpai2, tgok fiza tgh mengerang kesakitan.ngn kaki die kene ikat ngn tali pnggang.seyes beb, dlm kepala ak ni ak pk die kene patuk ular. dlm kepala ak"klinik mane nak hantar ni ek? utp bukak lg ke? ke nak hantar hospital batu gajah??" ak pn berlari amek kete..ak mcm perasan sket la, ak sorang je yg kelam kabut time tu..eik n kamal mcm berlenggang je.eik siap kunci kete ak lagi, adeh..ak amek kunci kete, then ngn slumber bawak kete trun kat tempat orang jog kat tepi tasik tu..trus bukak pintu blakang kete..(ngn kelang kabutnye la) ak jerit " wey, tolong r korang!" ade org respond" nak angkat mcm mane ni??" fiz plak bertambah mengerang kesakitan..ak dlm keadaan panic mcm tu, tak pk ape dah..ak trus nak angkat fiza, then time tunduk nak angkat fiza, trus berdas das..bertubi tubi rase kene pkul kat blakang ak..mcm kene blasah ni...trus ade org sapu baik punya tepung kt muke ak..DEYM!!!!!! AK TERKENA!!!! ARGH!!!! ak jerit. perghh...sangat tak caye ak time tu..ye la..seyes dalam keadaan cuak mcm tu, tertipu ak..ak percaya mati2 kut yg fiza kene patuk ular..pk mmber nye pasal..arghhh~~~!!! ak terkene~~~~~trus jadi pesta sapu2 telur n tepung kat muke..tak terkecuali la sape2 yg tak kene tu..ak cek muke noly bersih je lg...zrass, amek tepung, kejar die, sapu baik punya kt muke die..then pap, bella plak ade kat depan ak...zrapppp..muke die plak..eik dari jauh tersengih2...argh!! tak pedulik!! eik!!! ak keja die baik punya..die lari skejap then mengalah, ak pagi penangan tepung baik kat die..ehe..puas ati ak..



then settle berpesta tepung n telur, kitorng gerak ke pondok.diorang siap beli kek n makanan sume..sob n bob pn jadi dalang rupenye dalam prank ni..deym! mcm mane ak leh tak perasan..so ape lg, potong kek, diorang nyanyi lagu bday utk ak..then makan2...honestly,ak terharu gile kut ade kawan2 mcm tu..ak tak pernah kut di sambut mcm tu time bday ak.sbb ak jenis tak kisah, kalo ade tu ade la, takde pn takpe..rase sebak pn ade actually, tp takkan nak tnjuk kut..ehe =P ak kind of speechless. kalo ak boleh peluk diorang tu, ak peluk gile2..tp takleh2!! ahaha...=P then kitorang lepak kt pondok tu becerita...menyanyi...makan2...smpai kul 430 pagi kut..ade 2 group rakan masjid menyinggah. ye la paham niat diorang, so ok la.kitorang pn bukan ade wat ape2 pn..makan2 n bersuka ria.tau jaga batas2 nye.



kesimpulannye..prank ni almost flawless if takde mende2 kecik yg ak perasan mcm eik bawak gitar, eik n kamal noly n bella jalan belenggang time ak berlari mcm org gile..ehehe... tapi ape2 pn, amat berjaya prank ni..smpai ak tak sedar..mayb sbb ade rashdan n foreigner tu involved kut..ehe.sayang korang! aha..thanks alot.. =)

ak tak lupe tarikh ni..23.4.2010.. wait for my revenge~ =P

haiya~~nape la lately ni ak rase ak byk membunuh binatang ek..frankly, bulan ni dah 2 ekor, sekor anjing, sekor kucing.
alkisah...bermula nye kisah riwayat hidup anjing tu sejak +- 6 bulan lpas. jiran ku yg berbangsa cina baru je menetap di sebelah rumahku.hanya sekadar sambutan biasa je bagi kehadiran jiran baru sebelah rumah ak tu.osmate ku bertegur sapa ngn jiran baru and everything looking good la. 2 3 hari lpas tu, ttbe kecoh dan bising plak rumah sebelah ak tu.bising ngn bunyi anjing.ak pn cek, tgok2 mmg ade anjing,to make it worst, bukan sekor, tp 4 ekor.
then i start living beside hell. adoi, bayangkan la anjing tu 24/7 kong!!kong!!!kong!!!...ak nak wat keje tak senang, nak wat itu tak boleh, nak wat ini tak boleh! bukan setakat siang ak je die kaco time tido ak pn die sapu skali.kekadang hampir selalu gak la, kul 3 4 pg memekak melolong anjing2 tu.."adeh, ape masalah ko anjing oi!! sembelit ke!!!" monolog dalaman ku. so nak taknak, begitu la kehidpan ak for the past 6 month. nak dijadikan cerita, 2 mggu lpas la. ak petang2 mmg selalu trun sukan, either squash or badminton la. petang tu penat sangat sbb main dlm 6 set squash tu. so ngn penat, smpai2 umah dah magrib. ape lagi, rehat sat then terus mandi. settle sume, time nak solat, time tu la anjing tu start memekak..ak still sabar lagi..time tu sorang2 kat umah.. so abes solat, anjing tu still bising.anjing tu memekak mmg btol2 sebelah bilik ni, so u can guess wat its feel like kan..abes solat, mcm biasa, ak try nak abeskn mengaji ak, time mengaji pn still anjing tu memekak non stop dari mula ak solat.. betol2 ak rase uji tahap sabar ak.automatic ak bgun, ngn tenang nye bukak pintu gate umah then straight p kat laman depan umah, cantik je ade seketul batu.takde la besar, kecik je pn, tapi padat la.dengan tenang, ak tunduk, amek batu tu, jalan perlahan ke arah anjing tu, ak p sebelah gate umah ak tu. makin ak dekat, makin die bising la kan.sebelah umah ak tu plak gelap.tak tau la mcm mane, tangan ak mcm auto je bertindak. sekali hayun je batu tu kearah bunyi anjing tu. mmg tak nmpak sgt la anjing tu sbb die warne hitam and kawasan sebelah rumah tu pun gelap takde lampu.mmg baling berpandukan bunyi je la. sekali hayun, terus senyap anjing tu. tgok2 sket, mmg anjing tu trus menggelupur terbaring. terdetik rase bersalah dalam diri ni. perlahan2 ak masuk umah, tutup gate, trus menghadap laptop kat dalam bilik.

tgh layan2 fb, kedengaran bunyi anjing kesakitan, mcm bunyi nazak pn ade gak. bertambah kuat rase bersalah ak ni. ak takde niat pun nak wat anjing tu mcm tu. ak just nak bg anjing tu senyap n takut je. batu yg ak baling tu plak boleh plak masuk celah2 gate tu tanpa kene besi gate tu.waa..ak pk2 blk, mmg ajal anjing tu dah kut.so rase tak senang hati, ak trus start enjin kete, straight masuk utp dan pegi court badminton tgok mmber2 ak main.nak sedapkan hati ak, ak pk positif je la yang anjing tu still hidup.huhu...tp pada hakikatnye, ak rase dah mati kut sbb mmg dah smggu lbey takde bayang anjing tu dah.so adakah ak yang bersalah??ak btol2 takde niat langsung nak bunuh die...inikah yang dinamakan ajal?hmmm

satu lagi kisah baru je jadi tadi..
ak p main bowling ngn sekumpulan staff utp.di pendekkan cite, lpas bowling, kitorang trus la p makan..staff tu plak wat surprse kat ak dengan bawak kuar kek sebijik kat kedai makan tu, then diorang nyanyi kuat2 lg bday..adeh..segan gile ak..kalo la ade mmber yg kenal ak ngn ke"blushing"an ak tu, kompem tergelak abes dah tgok muke ak merah padam.then dapat la hadiah sket..ehe..

settle sume tu, ape lagi , jam dah kul 230pg, terus bergegas mcm berlumbe kete nak balik.ak mcm biasa la jalan lengang, 120-140 la jawabnye..tgh sedap bawak, lpas je restoran kelasik, ade satu jmbatan kecil, kt jmbatan tu gelap, ak plak tgh laju, jalan plak kosong..so relax je la ak bawak..tetiba, ade sekor kucing belang2 hitam putih teragak-agak nak melintas.die dah kat tengah jalan lpas tu, tp malangnye, die berpatah balik.ak seyes tak sempat nak wat ape, kalo ak twist sket stering kete time tu, kompem dah ade kat hospital dah skang ni.so takleh wat ape, rase bersalah gile time dengar bunyi,"kedeguk!" dari bawah kete ak.."arrghh~~!!! ,ak dah bunuh binatang lagi ke" monolog dalaman lagi...adoi...bersalah gile rase..ak tak sengaja...tak dapat ak nak ungkaikn dengan kata2....

tak tau la ape nak jadi lpas ni ngan nasib2 binatang di sekeliling ak...harap2 sangat lpas ni takde lagi kejadian yang melibatkan kematian binatang yang melibatkn ak juga..uhu

kesimpulannye...m i to blame?if yes, wat would u do if u r in my shoes b4 it happen....

yg rasa bersalah,
aku

hmmm...today bermula la kehidupan seumur 23...
23 for me is just a number.it meant nothing. but the most i treasure are the memories thats goes along with it. those are the main reasons that are responsible of who i became now. bitter,sweet,payau,masam2 memories sume tu is like the spices that has tot me a taste of life. there are moments where i faced the darkest ever story in my life and also the meaningfulness. pikir2 balik, memang ak dah berubah..yup maybe becoz im 23 rite now. but i think i starting to realized the importance of my life. bersyukur nye ak dapat hidup sampai sekarang. ak admit ak dulu memang jahat, terpesong, nakal and macam2 lagi. but hey, i have changed!, alhamdulillah~ =)
people may judge me on wat they want to think of me.mayb because of my past. its fine with me. i believed, people who know me well, they might think diffrently.in a good way la i hope.ehe..
ape ak perasan skang ni, ak memang selesa ngn kawan2 sekitar ak. sume baik2, understanding, and takde la kaki yg mengajak ak wat2 mende yg tak sepatutnya la.im grateful for that. =)
nak berubah tu tak susah sebenarnye kalo kite betol2 ikhlas. tapi ak ni kekadang semangat gile, bile dah buat2, kekadang rase mcm hangat2 taik ayam pn ade gak..but that is my weakness that i can address here n i want to change that. keep on improving myself for the better goods.my social life, i think im fine with it. not feeling lonely because i always have frens that i can rely on..thanks n alhamdulillah~ =)
sometimes i think that the world is very cruel place to live in. used to think that this world is not fair. ye la, yang senang berbahagia, yang susah merana. bersusah payah kite berusaha, but for the small returns. hardship and all are always loyal to accompany me. as time goes by, i realized, its all ujian yg Tuhan bagi untuk menduga sejauh mane ketabahan and kekuatan iman ak. satu demi satu obstacles Dia turunkn kat ak.there is a time when i felt really2 down.but now i believed, in all things or ujian or anything yg Tuhan beri kt ak tu for a reason. setiap ape yang terjadi mesti ade hikmah nye. Die turunkan kite hujan ribut sume sebab Dia nak bagi kite matahari.so what i want to say is, always bersyukur dengan ape yang kite ade.yakin ngn sepenuh hati yang masalah tu ujian untuk temukan kite ngn sesuatu yang lagi baik.=)

ape2 pn..syukur alhamdullilah sbb im 23 dah..
and tak lupe to all my frens yang wish and concern bout me..thanks korang! =)

ckup la kut for this post.huhu.. ngantuk~ (-_-)Zzzz

when people heard about the "master" word, sudden burst of Whoa straight coming out from their mouth. not enuf with the sound, their face expression also changed. somehow i got a feeling of proud, tipu r takde. i felt like an eminent one.aha.. but the truth is, it is not as beautiful as it sound.
now im in my 2nd semester doing master in IT n aku specialize dlm kejuruteraan perisian. sound weird isn't it? ok la, software engineering. aku skang fokus more on the mobile learning technology where i really2 believe that this field is vast enuf for me to xplore and maybe someday, InsyaAllah, i will be able to create my own technology for the benefit of others. buat master ni pun, aku memandai propose topik yang orang tak pernah wat lagi. bunyi mcm gempak kan? but, terkangkang2 beb wa nak siapkn mende ni..start feeling that i'd dug my own funeral, tggu nak masuk je.uhu
honestly speaking, at first i tot master is about a lil bit of research and siapkn project yang kite propose. but the fact is, thats only bout 40%. wats important is, the research elements and the contribution that we did to the society. the bigger the contribution, the better la of cos. and to mark ur existence as a contributor in the research, well u have to publish your paper or research and present it mostly during conference. the more people recite your paper, the better it is. so thats a bit of Msc thingy.
bout my routine as Msc-ian, lately dah start rajin la sket sbb ye la, dah 2nd sem kut. Supervisor dah start asek mntak progress je memanjang, tolong tak, tp name nak..aih..takpe la, nasib badan. think on the bright side, at least i got the chance to train myself to be independent.it is good for me to experience all these thing now because it wont be the same for the next time.
bangun pagi, pegi lab, wat keje smpai lunch, then after solat sume, kalo rajin tu ade lagi, stay la kt lab smpai petang, if tak, di atas tilam masamku la jawabnye sambile ditemani lagu2 indon, tak pun instrumental rock..
petang plak, wajib sukan, ye la kene la balance kan..takkan nak jadi mat geek lepak menghadap laptop 24/7. kalo petang tak main squash, malam kompem badminton..kalo time tu rase mcm perut tu besar semacam je, kompem main dua2, squash petang, mlm badminton..gile arh! aha..(tp tak kurus2 pn~~)
time weeken plak, biasanye cari idea or plan ape2 la utk kuar dari kepompong utp yang agak bosan tu. mcm p wat keje jalan2 jauh2 sket, kalo rase gian nak memekak , cari mmber trus shoot shogun batu gajah.dengan erti kata lain, Karok!!! that's one activity yang kompem leh lupekn sume masalah2..aha..kalo rase duit tu mcm  ade terlebih sket, p la ipoh tu...mengahadap mende yang same for the past 5 years...tak bowling, muvi...
sound boring kan? but wat to do...life as "pelajar", nak taknak , still kene keep on going. setahun je lagi zam insyaAllah~ come on!! ehe
im kinda missing all my batch frens la..Jan05. diorang dah abes, and now kurang dah kawan mcm dlu.terasa gak la mule2, but as time goes by, im ok with it. try to cope in watever coming in my way. now, memang totally different la. my frens also become older kat sini, ye la kawan ngn lectrer, bbdak phd or master yang older than me la. but somehow, i find it best. they are more matured, im not saying my frens are immature, but the way of they behave is different. you got wat i meant rite? and for my master, i became a lab tutor for Distributed Computing subject. its really2 fun interact with them.i teach and at the same time i also learning back the subject.ye la, dah nak dekat 2 tahun kut i left that subject. kompem la banyak lupe. tapi ape2 pn, i managed to abeskan lab tu. even tho sometimes ade gak la rase malu when there are questions that i cant answer. but overall, i did my best..=)

so kesimpulannye, thats my Msc life in utp. banyak lagi actually, but ape2 pn, u got the idea of my life in utp rite now. i think ckup for this post, lain kali merepek lagi..ehe
adios amigos~!
=)

yolla~!