animated world

hmmm...today bermula la kehidupan seumur 23...
23 for me is just a number.it meant nothing. but the most i treasure are the memories thats goes along with it. those are the main reasons that are responsible of who i became now. bitter,sweet,payau,masam2 memories sume tu is like the spices that has tot me a taste of life. there are moments where i faced the darkest ever story in my life and also the meaningfulness. pikir2 balik, memang ak dah berubah..yup maybe becoz im 23 rite now. but i think i starting to realized the importance of my life. bersyukur nye ak dapat hidup sampai sekarang. ak admit ak dulu memang jahat, terpesong, nakal and macam2 lagi. but hey, i have changed!, alhamdulillah~ =)
people may judge me on wat they want to think of me.mayb because of my past. its fine with me. i believed, people who know me well, they might think diffrently.in a good way la i hope.ehe..
ape ak perasan skang ni, ak memang selesa ngn kawan2 sekitar ak. sume baik2, understanding, and takde la kaki yg mengajak ak wat2 mende yg tak sepatutnya la.im grateful for that. =)
nak berubah tu tak susah sebenarnye kalo kite betol2 ikhlas. tapi ak ni kekadang semangat gile, bile dah buat2, kekadang rase mcm hangat2 taik ayam pn ade gak..but that is my weakness that i can address here n i want to change that. keep on improving myself for the better goods.my social life, i think im fine with it. not feeling lonely because i always have frens that i can rely on..thanks n alhamdulillah~ =)
sometimes i think that the world is very cruel place to live in. used to think that this world is not fair. ye la, yang senang berbahagia, yang susah merana. bersusah payah kite berusaha, but for the small returns. hardship and all are always loyal to accompany me. as time goes by, i realized, its all ujian yg Tuhan bagi untuk menduga sejauh mane ketabahan and kekuatan iman ak. satu demi satu obstacles Dia turunkn kat ak.there is a time when i felt really2 down.but now i believed, in all things or ujian or anything yg Tuhan beri kt ak tu for a reason. setiap ape yang terjadi mesti ade hikmah nye. Die turunkan kite hujan ribut sume sebab Dia nak bagi kite matahari.so what i want to say is, always bersyukur dengan ape yang kite ade.yakin ngn sepenuh hati yang masalah tu ujian untuk temukan kite ngn sesuatu yang lagi baik.=)

ape2 pn..syukur alhamdullilah sbb im 23 dah..
and tak lupe to all my frens yang wish and concern bout me..thanks korang! =)

ckup la kut for this post.huhu.. ngantuk~ (-_-)Zzzz